Wednesday, October 1, 2008

DAY 1

I always starts diets on the first of all most every month. Today I woke up and had pizza for breakfast, that was not my plan but i have it out of my system now and it's time to get back on track.

it seems to me that i always have to be in the right state of mind in order to do well. sometimes i have this willpower that is very powerful and i want to keep going and going and it's also when i see results like one pound a day and then when it slows down so do i.

when my feelings change and i feel like this is never going to happen for me then i stop. october is going to be my month for real change and if i only lose 10lbs chances are i won't gain it back all in a week end like i did last time.

October holds the key for me, this month I will prove myself to myself. I really need to cause i;m starting to lose faith in me. 10lbs of REAL FAT is awesome. not water weight not muscle not anything but some real gross fat. I can do it. I will post 4 october videos and it will be awesome. i will need a new skirt when this month ends and i will be a year older. TO THE NEW ME!!!

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